monybalony

Ugh, I’m so not into the Christmas spirit this year. I think working in retail for 9 years killed what little spirit I had pre-TJ’s. We haven’t even put up the tree this year and I’m pretty sure that’s not gonna happen. I keep thinking of all the crap I need to get done in the next seven days plus work. Post office tomorrow to mail the in-laws shit and send off cards to a few aunts and my grandpa. Then a trip to the mall for a few last minute gifts. Actually that’s not too bad, just means more running around and less relaxing on my weekend…

Okay whine whine whine . And I’m done.

All I want for Christmas is a massage. Let’s see if that happens. I do get a surprise extra day off next week so that should help my poor overworked body and yes that massage would really help too.

Today is my last day of smoking. I started chantix Thursday and I have five cigarettes left in a pack I bought Friday. So after those five smokes are gone, I’m all done smoking hopefully forever! I know I can never ever under no circumstances ever put a cigarette in my mouth again or I’ll be right back to being hooked again. I’M DONE.

sigh, I really do suck at keeping up with this thing. hah! I got a fancy new phone so I think I’ll be able to blog from that thing so hopefully I’ll be a bit more consistent.

So it’s December 1st. how the hell did that happen? How can time move so fast at times. I guess it helps when life is so busy busy busy that you barely even notice the weeks passing by.

okay, the little one is crying for mommy. gotta go!

so so so so depressed right now.  this rarely happens to me but I’m in the midst. I just wanna curl up and hide for about a week.